04/08/2007

Disgusting human behavior: Pedophilia

I was listening to her carefully, while she was talking with a sad voice tone. She has been a close friend to me since high school, now she is a young beautiful 23 year-old lady. We talked a lot about many things...we even opened the book of our darkest secrets. I didn’t know that she was abused during her teenagerhood...she was describing me with perfect details, as if i was assisting directly the scene, the sexual intentions of her step father. She was 13 years old that time, he was 51. Her boops started apearing that time, and she was in transition between the childhood world and the teenagerhood one. She was fresh...like a newly opened flower...he was admiring her growing and glowing day after day. Asking for more hugs and looking for free time to be with her alone at home, while the mom is working. He started by making her sitting on his knees...then asking for more hugs for “Daddy”...progressing to warm her up in the clod winter by holding her and making circles on her back and breast...
She was “smelling” that something was wrong with this behavior...tried to escape by serval ways: pretended to be sleepy while she was awake, locking herself in her rrom for hours, pretending studying at school while she was off, spend more time outside in the street till the arrival of her mom...

She didn’t tell anyone about that... not her mother, not her brother and none of her friend. She was terrified and she was feeling bad, dirty and guilty. She was thinking of the happiness of her mother...how much bad she will feel when she would know the truth. She kept silence for years. She was praying God to end this torture...she was getting prettier and hotter...bad sexual intentions doubled. She resisted many time by following the same strategy...escaping and escaping. 2002 was a lucky year for her: her step father had a car accident and passed away after brain damage. While others were crying, she was laughing...her eyes were illuminating with joy...now she can sleep in peace without thinking what lie she would invent the following day.

She was lucky...but what about others? millions of children are living that everyday, if it’s not worse... how can an adult man touch or think sexually about a child or a teenager? How a man dare to touch someone considered as his own child or worse yet carrying the same blood and gene? Is that a huge lack of sex ?...i don’t think so...the street, the TV, the magazines, the internet can satisfy those who are that hungry with professionnal females made for that...
It is nothing but a sickness...a disgusting, horrible and dirty behavior.
For those who have children: listen, follow, controle and protect your children (girls or boys) as much as you can...even if everything seem ok, there are always a dark hidden side of fear and shame that urge the child to keep the silence. It’s for you to break it.

http://technorati.com/tag/pedophilia that’s sad.

Comments

sad story, in Mexico it's a serious problem, along with single motherhood in teenagers...

:(

Posted by: ulrich | 04/08/2007

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