Creamy**JuicY

I don’t smoke. But today, i felt a need to. The weather was extremely nice, i was just looking through the window and smoking a cigarette. I turned the music loud...very loud. Listening to some lyrics telling “Some poeple live for the fortune, some people live just for the pain, some people live for the power...some poeple live just to play the game...”.

I whispered then to the cigarette: i’m here...you are there. Here is morning, somewhere is night. Some poeple are working, while others are sleeping. I’m bored, some poeple are having fun. Some people are crying, while other are laughing. I’m tired, others may be excited. I’m at home, some are homeless. I’m in good health, others are disabled. Some of you may have birthday party, others may have funeral. Some of you are flying in the sky on a plane, others are underground, in a subway. U may be stuck in traffic, others may be speeding on highway. Some of you may be making love, others may dream and make fantasy of it. Some of you may be singing, while others are just listening. I may be writing, while some are just reading. Some poeple are living in war, others are enjoying peace. Some may be naked, others may be dressed.

The cigarette was about to finish while the list has been too long yet. But it didn’t stop me to think more... in the following minutes, i displayed all the eventual situations of all people in the world right on that moment. It is strange, but weired is what make us different...

Strange world, strange life...

There is nothing mysterious about the oldest art and science in the world, unless you choose to call the miracles of love and tolerance that result from using it « mysterious ».

It sometimes happens that a man and a woman meet and instantly recognize the other half of themselves behind the eyes of each other. The eyes have been rightly called “the window of the soul” or “the mirror of yourself”. This kind of instant magnetic attraction is often called “love at first sight”, which is no accident of fate...but it is very real. Love is a strange world...none of us can control the eventual results of a love relationship. It may be joy, happiness, fears, tears, sadness, rage, hate, power...it may lead us to the 7th sky...or it may lead us to the bottom of the bottom.

But in the two cases, time is controlling the situation; if you reached perfection, with the time, love be transformed into respect. If you reached the bottom, time will be the best doctor. Nothing is eternal, everything will vanish one day... the proof is “Death” exists.

I finally found the answer...why i called my self “CreamY**JuicY”... recently one of my friend said “you nickname reminds about sexe...and even all men will think same as i do...”
For more details if you want, it reminds about p****!!!

I was little surprised, i laughed some because that was the last thing that i thought about...
Most of the time, i pick up nicknames like that, without thinking too much...the first words coming to my mind that time, i just type them.

Today, i was revising and asking my self why i picked up “CreamY**JuicY”? and i found the answer.
I neglected myself those days...i’m revising for exams, i feel horrible and i dropped everything: nutrition, good looking, health, fun...I was hoping to get out of this mess as soon as possible. Desiring to go to the dream land where i can play and jump like a child, where i can eat and taste ice cream, drink cocktail of exotic fruits, enjoy the sun and feel the breeze...
I picked up my nickname from my fantasy... “CreamY**JuicY”...it inspired me the sweet taste, the brightful colors of the fruits. It is a mixture of the taste and the sight...and that’s the summary of my sky blog.
I decided to do a public opinion poll about that : Is there any thing sexual when you first see my weblog name?

Go ahead, i’m waiting for your comments ;)

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i feel like i wanna do everything but i all what i do is nothing...waking up everyday, i find that 'im still alive, some people thank God, others wish they will take directly the highway to the sky the following day...i'm the kind of people who thank God, well depends on the period, but most of the time i do. Any way, once i open my eyes on that damn alarm clock tone, i just shut it up and close my eyes again wishing that it wasn't true...it was only a nightmare. Forcing my self to wake up, thinking little if there is a possibility to skip the first morning calsses...God it sucks!!! go to bathroom, washing my face, looking my self in the mirror i discover the horrible ugly me...by the way, i think that all of you feel same at that moment right? dragging my legs to see what am i goin to wear that day, if it is rainy, cold, sunny...listening to my mood if i should look good that day and cover my tiredness with some make-up...i have to admit most of the time, i drop it out; may be i'm soo lazy in the morning or may be..or i should better say " that's my nature"...but when i think of it deeply, i find that my environment is not motivating me to be that active in the morning: my school is sooo boring, always same same same from 8 to 6, if we are luck it is for 8 to 12 and yet, it is only for Saturday and may be Wednesday. Take my breakfast in rush while watching cartoon on "France 3"..yeah i'm 22 and i watch cartoons i least it takes me for a while to an innoscent world far from action, news, war, love and betrayel... then i take the key of my car and run to that school...my lovely college INSAT. i start breathing when i get out of the house, fresh air is hitting and slapping my face as if telling me wake up!! on the road it is sometimes funny...the traffic is animating my day, i look around and i look at poeple driving like dumpers eyes half closed like mine, all of them honking and cursing because of morning mistakes or lack of cafeine :) ...yes my dears, driving in Tunisia pretty hard coz there are no road codes application...
i have to say that waking up in the morning is pretty hard for me, especially when u know that your day is going to be same like yesterday and before...but when i find i'm alive, i thank God, not only because i'm alive but because i'm in good health...i didn't lose any of my functions and having all in same place.